the lowest place
track 03, thaw
warmth that comes from touch --- not the grand thing the small one the one that found you when you had stopped looking for it --- someone was preoccupied with you when you were not --- they cared for you when you didn't care for yourself that's what it was just that --- a thaw isn't warmth it's the first evidence that warmth is possible --- water finds the lowest place and goes there love does the same thing it doesn't wait for you to deserve it it just arrives --- and something in the body before the mind knows anything loosens